Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
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1:33 am - Boring and Upsetting
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Hello all, once again the same old boring day form me here. I woke up failed a test and made my way back to bed where I happily slept in a bit. Then I have done my usual rutine of working out for football and then relaxin for the rest of the day. I played around a bit with my new cell, and heard of some more job opprotunities that caught my attention. Lets see... right now I am talking to a wounderful young lady thats interesting but I am starting to run a bit dry in my mind of things to talk about guess its time to check the news (pause). oh well it ended well. Another night of BS but a good night overal.
Wishin Luck
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Monday, May 31st, 2004
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11:35 pm - Its in the past
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Hello yall, finally back in a jolly mood. About that whole bad day thing fuck it its in the past. Anywho I am just concluding one of the greatest days I have had in a while a bit confusing but all together exciting. The good part suprisingly started with a kids movie of shrek 2 and proceeded to a wounderful lightning storm which we had in da nati. These two things ment a lot to me because i was with my dearest friends. I could go in more detail but that will prolly be lil to private. Anywho next I have finally feel like i am in the technological age and got myself a cell, now i need to work on my liscense. But another more important thing happened and that was me getting a damn good meal cooked by the spectacular chef named Gail. Then we remenised with old friends and saw a beautiful baby. From this point we proceeded to the comedy hr. with host will ferrel. After this we concluded the evening with a bit of basket ball. Once upon ariving at my dwelling I recieved a call from my TMC friends, and aparently this one friend of mine was throwing a party and they really wanted me to come. I was bit sad that I couldnt go due to it being hella late but it was nice to know that newly aquired friends do like you. Anyways I probably should go now and sleep up for my big test tom. morning.
Peace,
Keller
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Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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1:21 am - Depressed
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Ok my bad for that last entry I was just a bit angry. Its just things I know I can solve and fix but I struggle with it. To me women are beautiful loving beings that aren't worthy of my presence. Sounds a lil gay an shit but its how i feel and its been imbedded in my mind forever. I know i can talk better than I do to them but it takes time and me to personal (1 on 1) otherwise I wont trust ya because shit usually hits the fan for me. Anyways anybody just give me a line and advise... I'd appreciate it.
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1:03 am - SHIT!!!
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Ok I am just getting a little upset with myself. I mean I am good at bullshitting a conversation with any guy who has half a brain and knows a lil about sports. But when it comes to women especially women I find attractive in every way, I can think of shit. I know what I should do ... just be myself and have a good time. Thats hard to do when you feel as if your being judged by every word you say. Also I dont want to be to blunt with things I am sayings such as your fucking hot. That doesnt have the same zing as the outfit your wearing tonight looks quite stunning on you this wonderful evening. See good thing to say to someone right to bad all my mind can think of is don't fuck up don't fuck up. SHIT what the hell are you talking about. Honesty is one of my greatest flaws and gifts. I would love to tell an sertain woman how I feel but our society doesn't like that rather we dance around the subject. In one on one conversation damn I can talk well because other people and friends can not see you making a dumbass out of yourself or succesfully spittin some game. I don't know what the hell it is but as I look into the mirror I just see PUSSY writtin on my forehead. This is because I realize I wont have the ideal sittuation so I should grow a pair and just have a cassual conversation with her. Instead I get writers block. I don't know I am sure I should find an answer sooner or later for my problem but until then I might as well bend over and continue takin it up the ass.
Peace out and Fuck this shit,
Keller
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Friday, January 2nd, 2004
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3:32 am - To whom it may concern
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To all that I talk to last evening. I just wanted to apologize for my actions because I am sure I said something offensive. It was not I talking, it was the alcohol. I didn't mean to get belligerently drunk but it happens. I bid you good day now and enjoy this year you never know if you'll see every day.
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Monday, December 29th, 2003
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8:28 pm - Ladies Listen
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What’s up peeps? Well once again I have met a girl who is insanely hot and likes me. Good deal right, to bad she fuckin lives in Brazil. Why the hell are all the hot girls who are interested in me, and actually act upon those interests, live far away. I am tired of playing games with most women around here. Hell we only live once, life is short and I ain’t a damn psychic so just tell me what’s on your fucking mind and lets move on. I ain’t have the time nor the patience to be trying to uncrack some damn code just to see why your pissed at me because I said something offensive or when you wanted me to say something and I didn’t. I mean seriously there are some problems with how women express themselves to men. So stop playing games and if you see a guy you like go ahead and talk to him. Just because he doesn’t initiate the talking doesn’t mean he doesn’t like you hell its prolly because he has other things on his mind, like damn I hope nobody smelt that or what the fuck did I just say. A lot of guys lack in confidence especially to those FINE ladies out there. And you know who you are because you may say oh I am ugly blah blah blah shut up! Your hot you know you are so go ahead and go for that shy guy in the corner every now and then. Damn, you know I have heard more women bitch about some guy who is a total ass to them then damn near anything else. You know why he is an ass… 1) He’s a pimp… you fuckin don’t matter to him because he can get another quicker than you can dump him. 2) He’s materialistic… doesn’t care about how you feel but damn he sure does look good. 3) He’s a bad boy and you have horrible selection in a real man… while most guys are focusing on getting ahead in life all he cares about is fucking up somebody’s day, good selection. So now just see one of those muscular shy guys, or guys who like to laugh but shy about conversation go ask for his number or do something to break the ice because then he will become more comfortable and you will be able to finally have a fuckin stable relationship.
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Friday, December 19th, 2003
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1:44 am - What the fuck is up
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Ok i am bore off my ass, days seem to go bye as quick as shots. I need to stop think and just start doing more shit, fucking pissing me off. Plus this shit of staying up till 5 in the morning cant be good for yah. Oh well, shit happens I guess but It's time I start dealing with it. Damn I need to do some shit so i'll get back to that and talk to yall lata. Peace Out, TMC FOOTBALL FUCK AN A!
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1:35 am - forizzle
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Now I sit here in a dizzle
Thinking deep and lizzle
All about a pizzle I can't fizzle no more
She up and left in a hizzle
so I sit with my Jim Bizzle
And Trizzle all the nizzle away
You may say wait one minizzle
What was so good about this bizzle
Forizzle I know not about the izzle
But the assizzle could just sizzle
Once more I drizzle
And Crizzle about this Bizzle
For my Hizzle wont pump no more
All I want now is to fuckizzle
a bizzle all nizzle long
I'll mezzle your sweet sweet bezzle
But this pizzle
will grow some bizzle
and Live his old Lizzle no more
Quote the Tizzle
Fuck me more
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Monday, December 8th, 2003
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10:57 pm - Exams And Women
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Oh what a great week, I have three exams that aren't that hard just stressfull and in the meen time I just think about women. Well not just women either a combination of women beer and me. I just want to go to a club bar or some kind of place to unleash and have a good time. Even thou u have to be 21 in most places I enjoy living life on the edge. If you dont enjoy life you'll regret it and regret sucks donkey balls. Anywho I guess I better get goin and save all that for friday ... damn its goina be fun.
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Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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8:08 am - Aight I found it
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Ok I forgot this websites name and now i just remembered it hurray for me. Anywho I am kinda pissed right now cuz i got an overspending fee on my checking acount. The thing is I did have money in there too. And now I am getting hella pissed cuz the trainer is holding me out of practice for being dehydrated. Whats up with that shit, I'm fat I cant be dehydrated. Any who I have to go to my next class and gock at all the lovely lasses around here at TMC! Havin a blast and PEACE!
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
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1:48 pm - The Journey
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Finally the beginning will start. The exploration into the world is soon to start in less than a week. I can not wait for a new life to begin. To meet new people and forget old enemies. The cell inside a cell that I have been living in all my life is about to be opened. I'll be free and doing things that I love learning new things, partying, and playing football. I might miss my cell but their new horizons to explore.
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Sunday, July 20th, 2003
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2:46 pm
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Aight well I just came back in town from a wedding and it was a blast. I love my brothers friends cuz those are really the people I grew up with. It seems as if I have been raised by my brothers and there sisters and their friends more than my parents. Kinda funny to think about. Anyways its fun with all of the weekend with laughs and embarrisment. This is what my life is about right now. Once I go to college and live on my own I am going to love it because then I can finally not be held back or feel like I am. I can finally come into my own rather than just beening a son. Anyways I am out I just like to give ya a tease of my life and if ya wana get to know more common ova my house for some good times. PEACE!!!!!
current mood:  drunk
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Monday, July 7th, 2003
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7:11 pm - Rage
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This has to be one of the greatest things to happen. I swear its almost like 3 orgasms in a row. Just from day to day with holding in every annoying, stupid, offensive shit, and all the pain that dwells inside. Then having that one moment where you just release everything and allow your primal instincts to pour out. This is an experience I live for and have it four days a week. To many other people explode on others or don't know how to controle this. Once you harnis this you'll learn to love it.
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Sunday, July 6th, 2003
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7:19 pm
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Alright, I am kinda tired cuz I just woke up. This day has been better than previous Sundays of complete and utter lazyness yet thats all not much different from any other day. Finally got a job today also with the help of my friends Jerry and Cathie. They are great people don't tell them that enough. The rest of my afternoon consisted of my nap which was fuckin awsome. Anywho I think I am going to go back with bugging somepeople on this wonderful gift known as the world wide web.
current mood:  indifferent
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1:29 am - Testing one two
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Hey is this thing on.... lol yah baby yah!!!!
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